Monday, August 16, 2004
pondering. pondered. ponders. haha. i had been thinking a lot again. whiee arh.. whieee. whieee?? haha. this is maddnesss. todae kerrin told me sumthing that had enlightened me a lott. yahh. too cautious of wad we will sae. cos too afraid to lose the sumone. yahhh. is tt the reason of not being my true self. *shrugs. maybe. maybe nott. i don even noe. aiyo. i am beginning to not understand myself again!! goodness. helppp!!
i am so grateful to haf kerrin. yuhua. and vien!! aha. come to think of it. if they werent there for me. i will be so alone. lonerrrrrr. yahh. cos i am losing grip of the things i once haff close to me? i werent that close to them. yahh. but now. like super glue! i am sooo blessed. to haf them during my darkest moment of lifee. lead me out of darkness. and the morbid world which seemed to turned against me at that point of time. aha. they are greatly appreciated! a lot. wheeee. loveeee themmmm. todae de chocolate mousse cake hao chi mar? eh-hei. i make one ma. of coss. keke. but i sae sooo much vien oso wont get to see de larh. she super tou jie wif the www. =x *hides.aha. sweeeeetest friends. wit lamessst jokess. stupidesssst expressionnn. thunderous laffterss. aha. and not forgetting the biggest appetite. muahahaz.
whie do pple judgee. by looks. by cash. by height. by skin color. by academic. by all that crap. by the no. of pimple. by everything under the sun. whieee. nobody judge by how happy they are when they are wif that person. no one is perfect. but whie do pple still judge. ponders.


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MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs